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hehe [05 Jun 2006|08:28pm]
You scored as Jasmine. The exotic Jasmine is you. Fiery in soul, you love everything withe a vigorous love. And you are impetuous, you do not fear to start adventures right now and you do not fear to take the adventures.

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Pocahontas

100%

Jasmine

100%

Mulan

92%

Belle

92%

Ariel

83%

Cinderella

75%

Snow White

67%

Aurora

67%

Be a Real Princess, a Disney one. (WITH PICS)
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You scored as Pocahontas. Pocahontas, "Little Mischief". Playful and free-spirited, Pocahontas embraces life with passion and a wealth of curiosity. Also, she was independent, often exploring the world alone.

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Pocahontas

100%

Jasmine

100%

Mulan

92%

Belle

92%

Ariel

83%

Cinderella

75%

Snow White

67%

Aurora

67%

Be a Real Princess, a Disney one. (WITH PICS)
created with QuizFarm.com



I love that I got 100% of two things! Christine did as well. It's soo weird.
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Fun meme [17 Jan 2006|11:27pm]
[ mood | good ]

Sorry I haven't posted in forever. I'm also sorry I haven't been around. I really do miss all of you. I'm not sure what's been into me lately. I've been sooo introverted and I have no clue as to why. I love you all so much! But anyway, I thought this was a funny meme stolen from Christine! Have fun!


Ten Top Trivia Tips about Wistfulprincess!

  1. If the Sun were the size of a beach ball then Jupiter would be the size of a golf ball and Wistfulprincess would be as small as a pea.
  2. Long ago, the people of Nicaragua believed that if they threw Wistfulprincess into a volcano it would stop erupting.
  3. Wistfulprincess can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid.
  4. Wistfulprincess has enough fat to produce 32 bars of soap.
  5. South Australia was the first place to allow Wistfulprincess to stand for parliament!
  6. Donald Duck's middle name is Wistfulprincess!
  7. Wistfulprincess has often been found swimming miles from shore in the Indian Ocean!
  8. In Vermont, the ratio of cows to Wistfulprincess is 10:1.
  9. The condom - originally made from Wistfulprincess - was invented in the early 1500s!
  10. The first domain name ever registered was Wistfulprincess.com!
I am interested in - do tell me about



1) Um... maybe, I think I'd be smaller. But who knows.
2) Yeah I was their virgin sacrifice.
3) Exactly that's why those Nicaraguans threw me into the volcano.
4) I have no idea how much fat it takes to make 32 bars of soap, so I could.
5) That's totally why I love Austraila.
6) I always knew Donald Duck longed to be a princess...
7) Yup... all the time. Actually, I wish!
8) That's why I live in Massachusetts, I'm not sure I want 10 cows always following me. (Sorry Brenton)
9) It was! After that painful virgin sacrifice, I vowed to never be a virgin again. But I didn't want any babies. Babies Everywhere!
10) Not exactly, I wasn't really the first one to jump on the computer bandwagon.
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Such a good weekend... [14 Nov 2005|01:00am]
Wow, such an amazing weekend!!!!! I don't think I've laughed, smiled, or felt like that in a really long time. I needed it Unfortunately, now it's back to reality. It's weird when one reality is a vacation from another. I've only been back for a few hours and I'm ready to die again. Christine, Lauren, I love you guys sooo much! Angie, you have an amazing new husband and you were/are such a beautiful bride. I love you, too babe! For all the inside jokes and possibly some pictures, I'll update later.
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I sooo should be studying [22 Oct 2005|08:10am]
[ mood | distracted ]


You fit in with:
Spiritualism



Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.


80% spiritual.
40% reason-oriented.





Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com




Not surprised, really! I mean, it is how I've been defining myself for the past few years now.


B+

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)
And it takes something big to distract you!




Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest:

You energize yourself and push others to suceed.

At Your Lowest:

You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.

In Love:

You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.

How You're Attractive:

Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.

Your Eternal Question:

"What is my next source of inspiration?"


OR....

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest:

You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.

At Your Lowest:

You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.

In Love:

You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.

How You're Attractive:

You are very affectionate and inspire trust.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Respected?"



Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)


You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.


You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 10/10 correct!


Woohoo! A+ in 8th grade math! Being a junior in college, I'd hope to be able to do that.

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.


yup
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No! [20 Oct 2005|05:00pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

So the NERA Conference was really a lot of fun. Shannon and I had a really good time, even if we didn't really know what we were doing. We got sooo much free stuff from the different tables! Also, in one of our talks with Dr. Deborah Strickland we wrote a "List Poem" about College.

College
Sleepless nights
Endless Classes
Papers
Projects
Presentations
Exams
Perpetual homework
No money
work, work, work
Friendships you never forget
Parties you never remember
Constant learning experience
College


Also, last night was absolutely ridiculous! I've never seen soo many people make out with each other. Girls on Girls, Guys on Guys, and Threesome kisses! It was wicked surreal. Love you guys!

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sorry no LJ cut for this one [09 Oct 2005|02:49am]
[ mood | happy ]

10 things you might not know about me:
1. I’m not a neat package of personality that fits nice and easily into one stereotype or character trait.
2. Despite my propensity for long-term relationships, I’m terrified of commitment.
3. I over-analyze everything
4. I sound like I know what I’m doing a hell of a lot more than I actually do.
5. I wobble back and forth on the thin line between too much self-confidence and not nearly enough
6. I believe in reincarnation as well as Christian beliefs
7. I need constant positive reinforcement or I’ll start feeling crummy about myself and what I’m doing
8. At the moment, I’m finding a greater rush through working out than theater (first in a really long time)
9. I am making improvements in my managing my schoolwork, my life, even if it doesn’t seem it (it’s a subtle thing).
10. It’s not the winter that I hate but the dreary down to your bones cold that comes with it.

9 places I've visited:
1. Sebago Lake in Maine
2. New York City
3. Lake Champlain Vermont
4. Florida
5. Niagra Falls
6. Washington D.C
7. South of the Border (short visit and totally disturbing)
8. Montreal
9. Quebec

8 things I want to do before I die:
1. Travel, Travel, Travel—anywhere, did you see where I’ve been. C’mon now.
2. Complete a triathlon
3. See a total solar eclipse
4. Swim with the dolphins
5. Skydive
6. Become a teacher
7. Get married (overcome my commitment issues)

7 ways to win my heart:
1. Challenge Me
2. Be Adventurous/Spontaneous
3. Be Supportive and Motivating
4. Don’t be afraid to anger me
5. Try you’re absolute best to understand my contradictions
6. Know how to handle my emotional outburst (a.k.a. my anger)
7. Listen to be me babble on for hours on end about absolutely nothing


6 things I’m afraid of:
1. Myself
2. Snakes
3. Dying Painfully
4. Death of loved ones
5. Getting so lost in fantasy, I do not see reality
6. War

5 things I don't like:
1. The idea of torture—it freaks me out man
2. Intolerance
3. Hypocrites
4. Revenge
5. Homework

4 ways to turn me off:
1. Arrogance: If you think you’re the greatest thing to happen in my life, I can guarantee that I don’t.
2. Lying!!!!!!!!!!
3. Being too “feminine” (if you are a guy)
4. Being too clingy---gah, clingy people need to go away.

3 things I do everyday:
1. Homework for Dr. Lowe
2. Thank God for the many, many wonderful things/people in my life.
3. Give someone a hug

2 things I am trying not to do:
1. Be a hypocrite
2. Be judgmental/competitive with others

1 thing on my mind right now:
1. I can’t believe that I actually did one of these survey things; I never do them. Ever.

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Why can't I ever think of subject titles [27 Aug 2005|02:43am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

So walking back from my shift, I looked up at the night sky and it was just soo gorgeous. Tonight is such a beautiful and peace night, the perfect temperature for an evening, a cresent moon helping to light my way, and a few scattered stars. It reminded me of my midnight walks with Thom. Actually a few nights here reminded me of them. They were always so... nice (for lack of a more appropiate adjective). That's not to say the walks that I've taken with everyone else aren't as wonderful, but there was something special the ones with Thom. Probably because he introduced me to the midnight walking experience and we always found someplace interesting. Like, I first discovered the waterfall near campus with him and that school playground that I still don't know how to get to. Thom, if you're reading this: I'm not letting anyone else find it for me, so you need to come back and we need to go for a walk.

It feels good to be back on campus in general, even despite the lack of people here. I mean, I miss Christine and my family from home but it's still is nice but this year it's different. Maybe it's because I'm now living in Pierce. Larned 504 became my home and now I'm over here in this tiny room by myself. Don't get me wrong, it will be nice to have my own space once classes start up but it's still very weird. I actually slept by myself for the first time a couple of days ago. For the last two years I've been living at this school I never once slept in a room alone. It wasn't necessarily bad but just surreal. I've gotten to know school as both a social venue as well as an academic one. I mean, maybe having some alone time will prevent me from acting like a hermit next summer. Something else that will make this different is that there are a few people who aren't returning to the dorms. I don't know what I'm going to do with Sarita around, she always knew how to make me laugh as well as have the talent to bring out the hilarity in my boyfriend that only a select few can do. I've really only known her a semester but I she became so part of my everyday life here, there will definitely be someone else lacking. I would mention the other two that I've know of but I'm not sure if they've told people or what not so I'm not going to quite yet.

Needless to say, although I'm looking forward to this next semester I can't help but anticipate somewhat anxiously the changes of this semester. I'm sure things will be fine but the last two years I've entered feeling nervous and they've been great so hopefully this nervous feeling is a good sign. My love to everyone!

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Okay I did this for almost everyone who posted it, my turn! [23 Jul 2005|01:04am]
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.

Please? Thank you!
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I hate bombs! [08 Jul 2005|12:55am]
[ mood | sympathetic ]

So there were bombings in London today. I can't even begin to describe my feelings regarding all of this. I don't know anyone in London but my thoughts and prayers are with them anyway. I've read the journals of my friends who do know people there but no one seems to know anyone who was injured or killed thank goodness. I just wanted to tell everyone that I love them and that you are all the greatest people I've ever known. Love you!

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Most surreal night ever! [28 Jun 2005|12:40am]
[ mood | amused ]

Okay, so I should be writing two working thesis statements but I really don't feel like it. So long as I do it before noon tomorrow, then I'm good. But anyway, today was really interesting to say the slightest which is good but interesting days at work are hard to come by these days.

Tonight, I had one of the most surreal experiences of my life. Picture three grown hispanic men standing outside of Wal-mart at around 10 pm when I go on break. They have their car blaring some rap music and they call me over to join them. Guess what they are doing? Yup, I totally blew bubbles with three grown hispanic men. It was freaking amazing and totally surreal because they only spoke Spanish and I couldn't understand a word they were saying. I just felt the need to share that with everyone. Those who don't know me might think that "blowing bubbles" is a code word for doing drugs but I'm such a straight arrow that I really did just blow bubbles. It was soo bizarre and wonderful. But alas, I'm going to try and write so thesis statements but I doubt that will work.

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Somewhere between lost and found [06 Jun 2005|03:20am]
[ mood | Shaky ]

First I need to say thank you to Ryan for having Mr. Bright Eyes by the Killers in his folder. Can I just say I've been listening to terrible, terrible radio music for the last week and a half just hoping that I would hear this song. I thought it was the Killers but I didn't know the name until Christine told me. So right now, it's some happiness after Margaret Mitchell's torture to my soul. Damn her for writing that book. I would elaborate but that would seriously take like 10-20 pages of explanation which, I'm sad to say is reserved only for those special few (and I mean few) who I think would understand.

I never write here. Probably because there's so much I feel the need to explain to people but I don't like explaining myself. Never did, and I don't think I ever will. But maybe this is some fluke that I'll probably delete tomorrow or at least make it a private entry. I do that so often, sometimes only a few minutes after I've posted it. I don't know. I've realized lately that the only thing I know is that I'm a bundle of contradictions lately, like I'm doubting myself. It's unlike me really. I'm always so sure of the way my mind works at the very least, but lately I've been confusing even myself.

I'm having another typical Denise identity crisis. I have them often enough to have them be typical, and it's beginning to become not only annoying but bloody boring. There's a guy at work, and he reminds me of Thom. He vaguely looks like him, and oddly enough his name is Tom/Thom (I didn't ask him how he spelled it). I will tomorrow if I go though cuz now I'm regretting it. Not really sure if I want to get to know him. Thom, if you are reading this, then you should know that I really miss you. Oddly enough, you are one of those few who truly know me and my many facades I try so hard to show to certain people. It's really hard not having you around anymore. We need to see each other sometime soon. I need to talk to you about my wanderlust.

Wanderlust. God, I need adventure. I need to go sky diving, scuba diving, rock climbing. I need to physically challenge myself. I need to explore all of this life's potential with the clouds, on the earth, and in the sea. I feel as if I'm wasting it, waiting for something that's never going to happen. I want to learn how to ride a horse. Anyone up for any of these crazy adventures with me? This entry didn't go where I thought it would, so now I'm going to go to bed.

Oh and Christine, it won't happen again. It can't. Please don't let that happen to me again. I don't think there's anything I fear more. Okay, well, maybe one more but they go hand in hand. That outward strength has left, although I do believe that it's just well hidden. It has to be. I have a new theory and if I don't state it here, I won't remember to tell you. Remind me of it, and if it still makes sense in the morning we can discuss.

Sorry I've been sorta MIA recently. I really hope all are doing well. I love you all so much and although I'm confused about many things right now. My love for all of you is always certain. How can I be heartless when all I know is how to love?

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Me and my flower-power hair [11 May 2005|03:29pm]
Gotta love a hippi. Except I don't do the drugs.


Hippie
You are 14% Rational, 71% Extroverted, 14% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.
You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, and humility, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and love to all! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie, who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you too love to interact with others, even complete strangers. Because we know most any hippie is peace-loving and humble, it stands to reason that you, as well, are terribly gentle and humble, almost to the point of revulsion. Your carefree attitude of peace and harmony is probably very, very sickening to realists or cynics or anyone who isn't a hippie, to tell the truth. In short, your personality is defective because you are overly emotional, extroverted, gentle, and humble--thus making you an annoying hippie. And you listen to psychadelic rock and smoke a whole lot of pot. Okay, maybe not, but I wouldn't be surprised if you did.


To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Sociopath.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Televangelist, and the Robot.

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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.





My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 75% on Extroversion

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You scored higher than 6% on Brutality

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You scored higher than 21% on Arrogance
Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid
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More quizzes [08 May 2005|11:40pm]

The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.


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[23 Apr 2005|01:01am]


Your True Birth Month Is January









Loyal

Social

Logical

Easily jealous

Loves children

Rather reserved

Highly attentive

Likes to criticize

Needs close friends

Ambitious and serious

Smart, neat and organized

Hardworking and productive

Loves to teach and be taught

Quiet unless excited or tensed

Sensitive and has deep thoughts

Knows how to make others happy

Searches for the greatest romance

Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds

Romantic but has difficulties expressing love

Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses






Wow, that's like way too true... so weird.



Your Life Path Number Is 11



11





Your life path is greatly associated with spiritual awareness.

As one of the two master numbers, the 11 yields understanding and knowledge beyond the grasp of others.

The attitude toward life of those possessing this Life Path is somewhat extreme; extremely intuitive, avant-garde, idealistic, visionary, and cultured.

These extremes make you an interesting, if unusual person, with much to offer society.



The Life Path 11 person is deep-thinking, and you are no doubt interested in understanding many of life's mysteries and more intriguing facets.

Your inventive mind and broad-minded views will permit you to succeed in life in any number of ventures.

You can best serve society, however, in those endeavors utilizing your skills of counseling and guidance.

Much of your idealism is people oriented and quite humanitarian in nature.

You expect a great deal of yourself and of those to whom you are close.



On the negative side, there is a lot of nervous tension associated with the 11 life path, and you can be a difficult person to deal with because of this.

For this reason, relationships, at times, can be difficult.

This is a Life Path that seems to feature broad mood swings between the elation and depression.

You are likely to have trouble making decisions and getting your life in gear, so to speak.

There is a tendency for the 11 to harbor feelings of uneasiness, and dissatisfaction with accomplishments and personal progress in life.



Your grandiose schemes usually make sense, but you can get off the track and they can be very impractical.

You have a very distinct side that lacks common sense, and you are quite often unable to distinguish between fantasy and reality.

In this regard, you are perhaps more of a dreamer than a doer.

When you do get on target, your ideas seem to have been inspired on high.

Perhaps you are not a leader, but you are a visionary and a very talented idea person.






Okay i need to stop and do something productive.
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[23 Apr 2005|12:06am]
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"Larks never sing you know when they're captive. Teach me to be more adaptive." [13 Apr 2005|09:59am]
[ mood | drained ]

How to make a Wistfulprincess
Ingredients:

5 parts competetiveness

1 part self-sufficiency

3 parts empathy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of lovability and enjoy!


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com


I haven't updated in a while. Life has been... well, stressful. Nothing against anyone at here at school, I love you all, but I just can't wait for this semester to be over. I think that if things don't work out for me, I'll never put my heart into anything ever again. I must admit that for me trying my best just isn't good enough. There's not much worse than failing when you've done all you can do. Luckily, I have a wonderful boyfriend who helps get me through the nervous breakdowns. I've had 2 within the last 2 weeks. I think I'm beginning to crack. To be honest, I think it was what made me sick yesturday. Three more weeks until the show, thank God. I still need my wig. Your Jasmine will be a blonde. The faces of digust I get when I tell people don't help much but whatever (putting me in a blonde wig is like putting someone with a bad body image in a bikini and then telling them to be "pretty"). I just want to go get it and get it over with but alas, each time I have tried something comes that prevents me from doing so. The cast of this show are truly wonderful people and it's seriously the only reason I continue to hold on. This is my last show. I know I said this about Into the Woods, but it's this show that has made me never want to become an actress (except for Melody's script which I want to do for so many reasons).

In other news, room selection goes up today. I probably won't get a single so Katie and I will probably be rooming together again. I'm so proud of her. I just love her so much. I'll be at practice tonight because my best friend was wonderful and took me to go see Phantom! So amazing which added to our amazing weekend. Registration for my classes is tomorrow and I'm praying that goes well but... Framingham likes to only offer 6 classes that I need for my major and two of them I can't use. So I literally need to get into all the classes my first time around or I won't have a full course load. So long as I get three I'll be able to stay in the dorms and keep my health insurance. I think I'll just do a superflous class if I don't get the 3 but hopefully I will. If I didn't do well on my tests I'll have managed to screw up everything I've worked hard for this semester. I'll have sacrificed so much for nothing and I don't know what I'll do. I'll hopefully get them back today and tomorrow but I doubt it. These next few weeks are going to be a living hell and if I snap on anyone I apologize in advance. I like to think I manage stress well but I don't think I do half the things as well as I would like to believe.

I wish I was back in Disneyworld with Katie, Christine, and Brian. Seriously all that complaining was pointless because when I really look at my life, I really shouldn't complain about anything at all. I'm so lucky that I've got you guys. I have such a wonderful family as well and I feel you guys are a part of it. My love for you and your love for me completes my world and in the end, that's really all that matters. Love is really all I need and so long as I can love others and feel love in return, I really can't ask for much more (and that goes for everyone else as well). It's Brian and my 1 year anniversary the 2nd night of the show. We'll probably do something the weekend after or something. It's truly amazing how it both feels like we've been dating forever and like we've just started. I guess with some people that honeymoon period doesn't end after 3 months... I love you Brian and without you this year, I would have gone insane. So thank you.

And to anyone else who read this, thanks for taking the time. ::sends over hugs::
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Part 8 to the Zombie Story [19 Feb 2005|10:53pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

To those who don't know... My fellow FSCers and I are each writing sections to Hobbit's idea for a "What if Zombies took over our school?" story. Part 8 has now arrived! Everyone enjoy! If you want to see the previous sections, they are in chronological order from beginning to end:
darnia_hobbit, loyalwolf108, _chaos__, ethereal906, your_bad_dream, moses, and loyalwolf108

Zombie Story Part 8Collapse )

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Fun Quiz Results [14 Feb 2005|12:48am]
[ mood | amused ]

• Brian is the one that you love.

• Dave is one you like but can't work out.

• You care most about Jamie.

• Katie is the one who knows you very well.

• Alli is your lucky star.

• Kiss Me is the song that matches with Brian .

• Loathing is the song for Dave.

• A Whole New World is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.

• and Blow my whistle is the song telling you how you feel about life.



hahahahahahaha....apparently Alli is everyone's lucky star! And I love what this says about Dave! Apparently, I "like" Dave and at the same time "Loathing" is the song for him. hahahahahaha that is the funniest thing I've ever heard. But one things for sure, Dave and I definitely can't work out! Ewww, that would be so damn weird! Crap, change Jamie to Christine. There. That's better.

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What Valentine's Day? [13 Feb 2005|07:32pm]
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So, Brian and I have discussed and Valentine's Day will/does not exist anymore. Not to us. I've always despised the holiday and for a long time saw it as a holiday where I can just celebrate love of family and friends. But seeing as I am separated from my family and my friends are doing a singles only Anti-Valentine's Day party I have no way of celebrating my disdain for such a holiday. I agree with Katie Campbell, when she said that Valentine's Day was a stupid holiday for couples because it shouldn't be an excuse for the person to do something special for them but that the person should do it anyway. Brian does, every single day he shows me that he loves me in little ways and he buys me presents unexpectedly. That's what means the most to me. Plus, he and I don't get to actually celebrate our monthly "anniversary" since there is no February 29 this year on some other day and then we can give each other the presents. I guess this is the better way, though. I mean what better way to show your disdained toward something and by denying its existence entirely! I feel much better, now.

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I updated finally! [23 Jan 2005|02:39am]
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So, school has started and it's nice to be back. I got into Field Study I which made me happy; I can now finally be around a classroom of children again. I miss them soo much. It was funny, while Brian and I were trying to find the school we drove pass Ladyslipper Ave near Dave's house and it made me think of Katie. Ha, I think I'm beginning to learn this whole comma thing. Alli gave me a very brief lesson on how to use the comma properly. I sucked at it and I still do, but I'm trying so that's all that matters, right? But anyway, I miss Katie so much and it sounds like we might get a good deal to go down there, which would be totally awesome.

Today was fun. It's blizzard conditions but that's what makes living on a campus with huge hills awesome. A bunch of us bundled up, threw trash bags on over us, and went sledding down the glorious hills of Larned beach. It was so freakin' amazing and fun. I hope that with the continued accumulation that we can go outside and do it again. The snow was seriously the kind of snow only seen in movies and in fake displays. It was light and fluffy and sparkly and totally perfect. Yes it was cold but if you bundle up enough (which I totally did, and I was totally colorful in doing so too) it's not so bad.

Before that, we had watch the movie Seven (that's not how it's spelled) which is about a bunch of murders, each associated with one of the seven deadly sins. It was really good and to be completely honest it made me think about how I am such a terrible offender of all the deadly sins. Yes, including Lust. I was reading a book from church about them over break. Did you know that any form of prolonged touching such as hugs, kisses on the forehead, and many other forms that we use to comfort one another are forms of Lust? I don't know if I can truly believe that but even so, I can't say that I do not engage in lustful activity; the fact that I even "hold hands" with Brian is bad enough but kissing, forget it. So, I'm a terrible sinful person. But it's so easy and it's so relaxed so how can one not be? ::Sigh:: well everyone can't be doomed to hell because of them because I have yet to meet anyone who doesn't commit the sins and somehow I doubt that there is much repenting going on. Ha, don't you like how I just justified my out of that?

But yeah, that would be soo terrible if something painful happened to me in hell for every time I committed a deadly sin. That would be an eternity of agony. I wish I could apologize and mean it but like I said, I am a terrible person. So, now I am at desk and I'll be here until 6. It's kind of a pain only because I'm trying to regulate my sleep schedule but it's 32 extra dollars so it's not really that bad. Plus, Brian is with me and now we are going to watch the movie dodgeball. I've never seen it before. Hope everyone is doing well.

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